I will never win. Whether I try to put myself first or do something for someone else everything I do just seems to upset people and it sucks because I keep trying to tell myself I’m not that bad of a person but it’s almost as if people want me to feel that way. I’m sorry I am not doing enough, I’m sorry I don’t always text back, I’m sorry I don’t always answer calls, I’m sorry that 85% of the time I’m always busy.

But please please do not say I don’t care.

just give me a break, you don’t know what’s going on with me and I don’t know what’s going on with you.