How can you tell someone you miss them and sort of play hard to get after.. I just don’t even know if you even care or how you feel at all anymore because you don’t ever say it and the sad part is that I actually care about you so much, I crave you and just want the best for you and I just wish you’d give me a sign that me trying so hard isn’t a waste. I expected you to want me back the same way I want you back but I guess things are different this time around and I need to get used to hearing things I don’t want to hear.

jesus, I sound so sensitive and emotional when I never get like this, no wonder you probably think i’m crazy. But just realize, I don’t do this, I don’t care for people like this. I dropped everyone just for you and now i’m left trying to get a response from a brick wall. i’m a mess and it’s embarrassing but I have no one to talk to or turn to. just hate having a big heart when it comes to certain people.